My favorite video games are Mass Effect, Fallout, Dragon Age, Skyrim, Fable, and more Mass Effect.
the rope buries itself in my skin
and i hesitate.
i pull it tighter,
tight enough to leave marks that match
the bruises boys left that should have been kisses
and still i hesitate.
the cuts match the words of my father as he leaves
and my hands quiver the same way they did
am i too weak or too strong to do this?
i crumble to the ground,
as my mother did when she realized the chances of finding me dead one day
were astronomically high.
i hesitate one final time and
drop it to the ground.
i am too weak,
and my father always told me i was ugly when i cried anyway.
one day i will be strong enough to live this life.
one day i will be enough.
my muscles are strained,
from the burden of picking myself up
off cold floors time and time again;
dusting myself off,
and evading every little risk
of losing myself again in the abyss that once nearly swallowed me whole.
this life is a lonely and sad one
but i respect it as the moon does the tides,
and you were a lighthouse made to guide the way
that i destroyed.
some ships weren’t meant to sail.
I used to think
I was overreacting.
now I realize
it was just a
to an abnormal
okay seriously if you’re in a relationship or even a friendship and you find yourself spending more time crying out of sadness or arguing with them, leave them. i don’t care if they’re a modern day aphrodite/adonis or a gift bestowed upon you by the gods. toxic people are dangerous and i highly advise cutting them out of your life and finding someone who makes you laugh until you snort your drink out your nose instead.