ZThemes
A 20 year old junior in college studying psychology and Spanish. I'm obsessed with cats, video games, and more cats.

My favorite video games are Mass Effect, Fallout, Dragon Age, Skyrim, Fable, and more Mass Effect.

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Tagged #mass effect

the rope buries itself in my skin
and i hesitate.
i pull it tighter,
tight enough to leave marks that match
the bruises boys left that should have been kisses
and still i hesitate.
the cuts match the words of my father as he leaves
and my hands quiver the same way they did
that day.

am i too weak or too strong to do this?

i crumble to the ground,
sobbing,
as my mother did when she realized the chances of finding me dead one day
were astronomically high.

i hesitate one final time and
drop it to the ground.
i am too weak,
and my father always told me i was ugly when i cried anyway.

one day i will be strong enough to live this life.
one day i will be enough.

my muscles are strained,
quivering,
from the burden of picking myself up
off cold floors time and time again;
dusting myself off,
and evading every little risk
of losing myself again in the abyss that once nearly swallowed me whole.

this life is a lonely and sad one
but i respect it as the moon does the tides,
and you were a lighthouse made to guide the way
that i destroyed.

some ships weren’t meant to sail.

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Tagged #thief
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Artist: James Blunt
Track Name: "Bonfire Heart"
Played: 9175 times
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I’m really afraid to feel happy because it never lasts.

 Andy Warhol (via felicefawn)
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Tagged #quote

I used to think
I was overreacting.

now I realize
it was just a

normal reaction
to an abnormal

amount of
bullshit.

(via delaniekae)
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suarezalex:

okay seriously if you’re in a relationship or even a friendship and you find yourself spending more time crying out of sadness or arguing with them, leave them. i don’t care if they’re a modern day aphrodite/adonis or a gift bestowed upon you by the gods. toxic people are dangerous and i highly advise cutting them out of your life and finding someone who makes you laugh until you snort your drink out your nose instead.

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Tagged #reminder
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Tagged #lawd reekris
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i’m getting all existential and just want someone to text late at night

Tagged #personal